you're going to have to excuse me...

...i haven't written in a month. a full month. and while i have so much to say, i'm still having a hard time making it all tie together in my head. ...so what comes out here for the next few days is like the foam when you first tap a keg. you got to drain off a few pitchers full of crap before you get to the good stuff. so if it sounds like i'm rambling and not really getting to my point... well, duh, of course that's what's going on. you act like you've never read me before! ...but in my defense, it's going to take a couple of days to get rid of the foam and back into a rhythm, so bear with me.