open letter to my exes...

no, this is not going to be one of *those* kinds of entries… i promise.it was recently brought to my attention of the changes in the life of one of my exes, and whereas previously it may have been true to my form to perhaps be critical, spiteful, jealous or any number of emotions… i found that i was truly happy for her and hoping for the best for her. this applies to all of my exes… i *do* hope for their happiness. (for one or two of them, that also involves me hoping that they can become better people more capable of finding said happiness…) anyways, it made me realize that i had a few things to say. true to form, i will not be including names… you know who you are. some persons got more than one statement, and a few of the statements apply to more than one person. so there, that’ll keep you on your toes…i hope for you to never grow up. never neglect your inner child… and don’t ever stop playing. thank you for teaching me the importance in this.i hope for you to remember to breathe… and you can embrace every moment for what it has to offer. thank you for allowing me to share this with you. thank you for teaching me what it is to love beyond myself.i hope you find something that can fulfill you, that whatever you are searching for is within your grasp. i’m sorry i couldn’t be everything you wanted. thank you for inspiring me and setting me on my path.i hope you find the stability you need, that you can be comfortable in. i’m sorry that our paths diverged and i couldn’t be that for you.i hope you find someone worth risking truly opening yourself to. i’m sorry that i wasn’t truly present with you, and that my heart wasn’t truly open to you. i hope you find a path out of the cycle you’re in… i hope you find the strength to reach out when you need it, and i’m sorry i couldn’t be either of those for you. thank you for showing me that cycle, and allowing me to learn from your mistakes.i hope for your health… that you find love, happiness, and fulfillment. thank you for being a part of my life.